hello and welcome!
this being my second journal in about a bazillion months. i've decided to update whoever reads these things(one would assume my awesome and beautiful/handsome fans,friends and compatriots) about the current events that is my life...alrighty...well for starters i've just got "hitched" to Sara, yay!, and things are going famously! married life is pretty cool it's like being in those super secret clubs of yore, right down to the cool rings and inside language. i look forward to being able to father me up some babies, i always wanted to be a dad...i hear it's like having a dog that slowly learns to talk (ahaha, i watch too much scrubs...which isn't true because you can never get too much scrubs) all in all the futures looking bright, i might just have to get some of those clip on shades for my specks.
on the note of the future, sara and i just started designing these shirts and whatnot on this site: [link] , check it out if you like since getting married my minds sorta shifted into this "i gotta start providing for the wife and future family" mode. i guess life and marriage does that to ya...'sigh' i'm getting older. anywho back to the self plug! we've just started out and we hope to going independent and doing it all on our own,but this is a good starter. tell your friend and your friends friends and your friends friends friends and your friends friends friends friends (i could actually go on forever here). any help would be much loved!
that's also a newer thing, i've become so very polite as of late, it's most likely the wedding bliss thing and the growing up, wow i didn't realize how much i changed tell about right since getting married...
cool! i think subconsciously i've been like this for a while...it would explain the weird dreams i've been having, see i've been dreaming these dreams about when i was younger,and i see all the things that were so bad,like the girls troubles and the wanting to fit in and all the motions and i just want so badly to talk to the younger me and tell him that things will get better and this will seem like nothing to you when you get older...but of course i can't ever tell the young me cause i can't talk, boo! so i just stare and watch as my life unfolds...it's a weird thing to see, but strangely uplifting. i liken it to the foot prints they found of those early humans walking in the mud that been preserved over all these years for generations to see and marvel at how far we've come. 'sniffle' i'm such the sentimental nerd..but i like it.
well, i thank you very much for reading my ramblings and i hope you take something away from it. i thank you again and good night,good morning,good afternoon from whever you are.

-shawn

p.s. i hate typing in caps...i'm much too lazy, but i'll work on it.
p.p.s if anything is misspelled or if there are any grammar mistakes, i apologize! it's much too late to care about those things.